My time alone is coming to an end. I could not be any happier about this! On the other hand, I am extremely emotional today. I miss him like nothing else. There are no words to express what I feel. Ok,there are words, but I won't bore you with them. My anxiety is building, more anxious with each coming day. I haven't heard form him this weekend, which is seriously horible. I know I sound overly dramatic, but this is really difficult! I worry about him constantly, I can not contact him. I send him letters everday, i don't know if and when he gets them. I don't know if he is hungry, tired, hurt, sick, happy, sad, angry, in trouble, doing well. I hate this! I want this week to fly. Then my mother says "just enjoy each day, cuz it's all you know you have, you may not have tomorrow." Yeah, ok..I have been trying to "enjoy" each day, but I am worn flat out! I will probably feel better tomorrow, My Lord will renew my strength. I just feel so sad. oy...

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