I want him home now! I know I said it was getting easier..what was I thinking! I should never have said anything. I was tortured last night with missing him. It seemed everything on tv was a love story ugh...sigh. I wonder if I will survie his next deployments?? On a good note, I think we have all the kinks worked out for our trip down to see him in june!! It can not come soon enough. I would like to go shopping except military pay screwed up jonathan's pay, and well, they neglected to pay him at all! So frustrating. I had to hack into his mypay account...which took a while and then try to fix things, while on the phone with the finance lady on Base. Why nothing can just work, I'm not sure. Also, Bon's job had a large amount of giant cardboard boxes delivered to our front porch, which you know was very nice of them...what?? Umm do they not know he is gone?? Anywho, I guess I will get a nice workout attempting to carry them around back and down into the basement. Hopefully none of the nieghbors are watching;) I need to exercise..that's it! Now, how, when, and where??

me<3