I realize we have only been apart for 1 1/2 days, but I feel like I am experiencing some tough seperation anxiety. It's like the fear for the future seperation..ha ha. It's not that my husband is away, I am used to him working really long hours and being a away for days at a time. It's the distance, the lack of communication, the unknown. I know he will not be the same man when he returns, which makes me nervous. It's so hard to explain.
Everytime I talk to anyone about it they just say "this is good for him" or " he's fine." Ok, as much as you all are simply trying to help, those statements are not helpful. I know this is going to be good for him, and yes he will be fine..but for goodness sake my husband who I have not been seperated from in 9 yrs..just left me with no definite opportunity to call or write..he will write..But if you know Jonathan, there may not be much he says. He may be asking for sports scores..ha ha ha. I sent him his first letter today!
I feel like a little kid right now..am I to dependant on my husbands relationship??
Ah whatever...Ithink I can, I think I can, I think I can;)
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